Ok so I have really gotten it into my head that I need

Weight Watchers. I am going to really be good and do the program like I should and be eating better than I have been. I do have the incentive to get the weight off but just keeping my mind into doing it is the struggle for me. I get going pretty good for a little while and then I just end up giving up. I know that my family wants me to do it but they can't do it for me. I know that if I get myself really going, then I can try to encourage Angel to do this with me and to watch how much and what she eats.

Well I will write when I have more time because I am being rushed tonight by someone wanting on the computer but also I am tired and want to go to bed.

Prayers and good thoughts to the "Dog", Leland, and Tim

Man after watching that show on A&E last night, I am sooooo outraged as to why now after 3 years are they coming for them. I will forever be on the Chapmans' side on all of this because they are the ones that go out time after time and risk their life to capture these "bad guys". They are the good guys that take scum off of the streets and this is the thanks they get. I understand that they probably shouldn't have gone across the border but they did have the Police with them so if it was such a "bad" thing then why didn't the Police say something to them at the time and NOT participate in the capture.

I have been and will continue to send Dog, Leland, Tim, and their families--Beth, Duane Lee, etc--all the prayers, good thoughts, and whatever else I can that this all gets resolved quickly and safely and that they DON'T have to spend any time in a Mexican jail.

ALL MY LOVE TO ALL OF THE CHAPMANS AND THEIR EXTENDED FAMILY!!!!!!!!

9-11 Wow doesn't seem possible--5 years ago

Today I have been reflecting on how I felt this day 5 years ago and its just heart wrenching but we do all have to move on. I just can't imagine how bad it has been for the families that were directly affected by these senseless attacks on our citizens but I will always remember and take time to think about them every anniversary.