Ok I did make it back to WW tonight since I wasn't able to go last week

I only gained .4 oz in these last two weeks so I do feel good about that but now in this week, Charm and I are having a little race to see who can lose the most weight. I haven't been being as good as I should have these last two weeks but I will this week. I have just got to lose the weight not only to look nice for myself first but for my dh--so he can really "show off" his wife, hehehe. I do want to do it for myself the utmost because it will help with my health, my diabetes, and just give me more energy to deal with the grandsons. I also need to be here for my dd, Angel, as she has done so much for me. The last person I am doing this for persay is my dh, George, b/c he does love me now but he really wants me to do it for me and for my health.

Now onto other things. I really need to start my parents scrapbook about what they mean to me that I am doing for their 43rd anniversary (on Feb. 2nd). I know, I know that I am really late with it but I did tell my mom what I was doing and now she just can't wait until I can get it done. I am going to try to at least start on it tomorrow and hopefully finish it so that I can take it to them this weekend but I won't hold my breath. I might just be able to do it though since Becca and Matt are coming over to stay the night tomorrow night and then there will be extra help with the boys so that maybe I can get a lot done on it. We will just have to wait and see.

Well its off for me now so that I can eat and then we can get baths done to get kids to bed.

Well its back to WW tonight!

I don't think that I lost this week either but we will see tonight. I just don't know if I want to keep going back to WW though b/c of my family. I know that I shouldn't let them have this much "power" over me but it just gets really hard to have to justify EVERYTHING I do and WHY I do it and I'm just sick of it.

I'm just getting too upset to finish this right now so I will try to post later.

Well I gained back 3 lbs this week

But Monica (lady with Weight Watchers) said that its to be expected after losing so much weight the week before. I know that the dinner that George and I had Wed. night didn't help matters any either but oh well b/c it was a celebration so that's ok. I will be back on track this next week and will exercise more so I don't keep gaining the weight. I am so determined to lose my weight and I know this time with WW, I will be able to do it.

George brought me home a rose after work last night for our anniversary. We got to spend most of the day together b/c he didn't go into work until 4 pm but I did have to take Angel to Jason's school to help in his class but just for a half hour. She is going to go help on Wed. and Jason is so excited to have her come. She will help with the "Centers" in the room--helping make things and such.

My dh, George, and I went out last night for our anniversary

We went out for dinner and then were supposed to go to the movies but ended up just going shopping then coming home. Every time we plan to go to dinner and a movie we do go to dinner but never make it to a movie. That is one thing that I would like to "fix" next time we go out. We don't get to go out very much but we do make it quality time when we do. I'm not to upset that we didn't make it to the movies because we did get time for just the two of us without kids and that is nice. Our actual anniversary isn't until tomorrow (Friday) Feb. 10th but since dh has to work, we went out last night. We will be married 16 yrs and have been together 16 1/2 yrs.

It will be just me for Weight Watchers again tonight as Charm is very sick and hasn't even ventured out of her house for fear of giving it to anyone else. I will just go weigh in and then come home so I can watch "Dancing with the Stars". I always miss it now that I have gone back to WW because we go on Thurs. night but I can catch the results show on Friday nights--I just like to watch the dances first hand and hear the comments from the judges.

Well that's all for now but will post when I get back of my results at WW.

WOOHOO!!! I lost 8.8 lbs this week!

I went to Weight Watchers tonight and I had lost 8.8 lbs. I was soooo stoked and almost couldn't wait to tell my dh, George, and Angel. Charm didn't stay for the meeting but I met her and Dana at The Crossing afterward for dinner.

I don't have much to say right now because I'm about to fall asleep sitting here at the computer. I have had a long day and will have a long one tomorrow so I'm going to go to bed.